Friday, May 22, 2009

if only

ok. bout 5pm td sumpah bosan teruk2. so i decided to keluar lah sat. ke taiping central. without any intention saja ah nak gedik keluar kan. mandi2. ok. xde mood. cuma sarung seluar pendek pstu haha t.shirt faculty. huehue. pstu sejurus hendak melangkah kaki keluar dr pintu rumah, out of no where terdengar suara Mak. "oi budak. where are u going hah? hah?" 

ewah. Mak bunyi nak tegar jeeee. "keluar sat la mak. borinnggg" ok padahal terchuak ke bebeh kan mcm haaa dah brapa lama la pulok mokchik tu tido kat krusi panjang kat hall. apasal aku boleh tak prasan. 

"oh haa. pegi mana? ni abah nak balik ni kang xmau jumpa dulu?" abah? abah? abah? abah? abah?

"abah balik? yeay. ok tak lama. janjiiiiii."

OKEH BIAR AH AKU MMG ANAK ABAH. SEBUK AHHH. aa rindu je abah. but then alah bukan nak lama punnn kan.  so aku pun keluar aje ah. 

tak sempat nak 5 menet drive, dah tersampai Taiping Central. ye. mmg dekat. tak mencabar langsung jaraknye dari rumah. gua pun pusing2 lah kan cari parking. ok dapat dah satu parking senget. untuk pengetahuan korang aku terer la sehh parking stok senget2 ni. psl kalau kena parking straight pun aku parking senget jugak. ok whatever whatever. mcm biasa laaahhh. cina ramai berlegar kat bawah tu. pstu mcm ada geng2 bola jugak kat bawah tu. xde satu yg mentarik so gua pun masuk je laa entrance T.C. singgah farmasi. singgah VINCCI. pstu naik 1st floor singgah ELIANTO jamu mata pembayang2 mata. 

 
1/2 hour chentu aku turun balik. tserempak dgn budak2 band KILLING JAMILAH ke KILLING DALILAH ke pape ah. diorang kata "wehh  ha nawal. kau pun ada jugak."

"ha pulak. sapa je lagi yg ada?"

"awin kat bawah. dgn erry."

"oh haa okeh okeh."


ok sorry bebi. its not that aku takmau terserempak dgn kau. tp dah janji nak balik awal kaaannn.
ok dah nak balik dah ni. dah nak sampai exit clear automatic sliding dah niiii. sikit lagi. sikit lagi.

tiba2 ada mamat cam kunun ah comel berdiri dekat kedai camera.  pakai seluar pendek jugak.  senyum2 kat aku. aku pun macham tersenyum ah balik kannn. hiks. harab korang sedar the fact that aku mmg seorang yg rabunnn. 30 saat jugak la aku dok pandang muka dia nak focus kot2 la kenal keeee nak kenal keee amenda kan.

tup tup tup.....

amar safwan siallllll. babi ah aku terserempak dgn amaaaaaa. babi ahhhhh. dah la aku belum pernah terserempak secara rasmi dgn dia lepas break dulu. thudiaaaa TAK meremang pun bulu. 
rilek dia datang kat aku senyum2. 1st thing dia cakab sampai depan muka aku is "ya allah. aimisyu nye wal".


pstu bole pulak  dgn terketarnye aku cakap "oh ha. later ama."



ok tolong ah paham wehhh. its not that aku tak get over ama lagi. gilababi kau. aku dah sempat ada boyfriend siap beberapa org scandal lagi kan lps breakup dgn ama. pstu mcm baru skarang nak terserempak. hari busuk aku pulak tuuu. well. siapa yg nak terjumpa exbf dgn rupa mcm xmandi hampir 2 hari kan. luckily sempat berconcealer+foundation sket b4 kluar td. but still busuk je rupa aku tauuuu.

hmmh. dah ah. 
mana aafiat ni. suruh call in 5 mins kot. rindu ni! hissshhh.
ok xpasal nak marah. tihihi.



Friday, April 17, 2009

MUK 152



1st paper; musick theory
kalau ada tutor handsome depan mata mesti tak macam ni padahal stadi tak sampai 3 jam pun.




Thursday, April 16, 2009

stupidity









"kakak tried soo hard to cover you. but you have to know what u are doing is wrong. nina jangan buat macham tu lagi. jgn bg malu sendiri. nanti susah nak mengadap fmily. they will talk about you. the way they talk about me. klau mama n abah dah tak percaya susah nanti. kakak yg dah 24 ni pon ada curfew. nanti semua org cakap nina ikut perangai kakak. please jgn buat mcm tu lgi. promise. risau tau. awak tu jauh. i am sporting enough when i let u smoke. please dont do more. what i want you to do now is text mama n abah tell them that u r sorry n wont do it again. i love you. u are my only sister. jgn buat lagi ye"







p.s:  semua orang ada zaman celak tebal. semua orang ada zaman kening tebal kamarulzaman.             eh eh.

afghjkfg

When you need me, but do not want me, then I will stay.


When you want me, but do not need me, then I have to go.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

gloomy rabu

bosannn. siyes sheett.
rasa nak menangis. rasa nak marah. rasa nak mencarut bnyk2.



tp tak jadi.
konversasi 8 menet dgn kau berjaya jinakkan aku.
tengskaseh.

love

i'll stop chasing.
bila sudah sampai masa.
ha-hah.


i mean.
seriously. this should come to an end jugak kan?

please

shah alam please jangan hujan petang ini please.

I've been

very very busy.
lihat saja lah last post pon january 31st.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

which type of woman are you?

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare.





i took up this quiz on facebook. n this is d result.
ih ihh ihhh. malu juga result nyea comel sebegini.
lepas gua usha punya usha punya usha. betul juga lah kata suryeyyy. i think i need to change. i have given up trying to please. i shall stop pleasing lah kot by now.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

shuh shuh.

Lu dah ludah dulu2. Pastu lu nak jilat balik?



















what a shame dohhh.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

siapa yg tak obes en?





ye lah. ni nak mengakulah ini.
gua mengaku sedang rindu femili truk2.
nak balikkkk. :((




p/s i love you: ek eh. casper cuma wakil. rilek. budak kuceng yg lagi 7 tu gua rindu jeaa.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

tak sabar.

ohhh ini. hari tu lesen P keluar. 24/12 taksilaaaabb.
mula lah belagak.
mula lah merengek mintak kereta buruk2, petak2.
combi. takdapat. konon kata yg ada di pasaran semuanyea rabak belaka. plus susah nak maintain.


ok kecewa. tp takpalah kan mak abah. any kereta buruk will do.

tiba tiba saja.

semua orang
patut mau kasi dengar sikit musick,
kasi baca sikit puisi,
kasi tengok gambar chanteeekkkk baik punyeaaaa,
tiab tiab hari satu sampai dia mati.

baru la hidub duniawi dia tu takde kasi hapus kecantikan yang Tuhan sudah taruk dalam roh tiab manusia.